I just started a new Bible study with the PWOC (Protestant Women of the Chapel) here at Osan AB. We are reading and studying Chip Ingram’s book
God As He Longs For You To See Him. I just read the first twenty-seven pages today and was just amazed at how this book seems to go along with another book I’m reading and what God seems to be working out in me at this point in my life. Plus, I’m reading II Corinthians in the Bible this summer. One verse from II Corinthians (NIV) in chapter ten verse five in particular has hit home -
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. It has been a different kind of year this year to spend so much time apart as a family and it looks like Joseph will not be home until the end of March instead of the end of February. I am not complaining but trying to stay optimistic. I fully appreciate that other people have it much worse and a great deal harder. Anyway, I have been reading another great book by Henri J.M. Nouwen, a Dutch Roman Catholic priest, titled The
Return of the Prodigal Son; a Story of Homecoming. It is a brilliant spiritual journey through Henri J.M. Nouwen’s analyzes of Rembrandt’s painting depicting the powerful Gospel story of the Prodigal Son. It was not hard to see parts of my life line up with the younger prodigal son but it was extraordinarily humbling to see myself as the older brother! Not something I really wanted to see or admit to myself or anyone else. It has been good to see my own misperception about myself even though I did not like what I saw. Both of these books have been challenging my misperceptions of who God really is according to the Bible, and helping me deal with the misperceptions my mind seems to come up with about the people God has blessed me with in my life. God has been really working on my thought life and helping me, along with the Holy Spirit, to take my thoughts captive and make them obedient to my Heavenly Father to love people the way God does. It has been freeing and difficult. I have felt God’s love energizing me to be able to love more genuinely and making me aware of the needs of those around me. I think this process will always be complicated and ongoing this side of Heaven.